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JOHAN "botak-juvana" Arrif Asari

Saturday, April 28, 2012 | 0 Comments



Salam Reader,

Kali ini entry saya lain dari yang lain tentang pelakon yang cukup saya minati.Sejak saya tonton cerita JUVANA terus minat dengan dia,mula-mula macam menyampah sebab karektor dia yang agak ganas tapi lama-lama setiap minggu nak tengok lakonan beliau.Setiap Isnin pukul 9 malam saya akan pastikan anak-anak saya tidur awal semata-mata saya nak tengok cerita JUVANA hehehe..hehehe..Kendian selepas tamat episod JUVANA,si botak panggilan dah lekat beliau telah berlakon dalam slot LESTARY,Cinta Untuk Elysa,karektor kali ini romantik campur baran juga tapi beliau tetap berjaya menbawa watak ini.


Sebab dah minat saya mula search nama beliau dalam Facebook dan Tweet,asal nama Johan Asari saya add tak kira lah fake atau tak asal main add sahaja,dah kata peminat kan??Kemudian saya add satu group ini SJA atau  JAFC ,group ini memang happening,dan dapat banyak info tentang artis kegemaran saya ini,bertambah-tambah admin-admin tak jemu-jemu layan status-status.Saya tak pernah lagi jumpa artis kegemaran saya,tapi teringin jika di beri peluang saya nak sangat jumpa beliau.Tengok admin-admin dan peminat lain tangkap gambar bersama beliau,rasa jelouse,hehehe..hehehe..

Dah banyak saya add artis dekat FB ini,tapi macam tak happening dan tak semeriah macam SJA atau  JAFC ,hari-hari ada info terbaru,gambar terbaru,dan banyak aktiviti yang sihat,saya harap akan kekal selalu agar peminat dapat rasa dekat dengan artis pujaan dan artis dapat dekat dengan para peminat.Ini ada beberapa gambar yang saya suka tengok walau saya tak ada dalam gambar tapi 1 hari confirm saya akan terselit juga dalam gambar.


Kepada Sis Aridayani Arssad,
Terima kasih kerana approve saya dalam group ini,dan tak jemu-jemu layan kerenah saya dan yang lain,saya akan sentiasa menyokong group ini.

Aridayani Arssad,

Saya harap Johan akan terus berjaya dan saya sentiasa akan menyokong anda,tidak lupa kepada SJA teruskan update info-info dan mengadakan aktiviti yang menarik..HIDUP OYAN......

fuck all the bullshit,

Monday, April 09, 2012 | 0 Comments

I know it will have a lot of grammatical errors but yeah man, it's a learning process. people make mistakes, so do I.


I lay on my bed while typing this entry and I'm not in my mood.
People nowadays make me feel so frustrated. I hate to think about them.
Even though they were from the past, but yeah still.
They left a deep impression that I might not forget.

We ignore each other and try to pretend all these people doesn't exist but deep down we know it wasn't supposed to be like this.

I mean us. Yes, us.

I know I should let go all these shit memories in my mind.

Kick out all these memories but yet, I'm still thinking about it.




Why? Why people always disturbing my life?

I don't give any damn to em.

I smiled and act like nothing is wrong its called putting shit inside and acting strong.

But deep inside my heart, no one knows how does it feels.




You know what? I've been thinking too hard.

I hate getting flashbacks from things I don't want to remember.






Respect people's feeling.

Even if it doesn't mean anything to you but it could be mean everything to them.

And guess what, I would say damn you bitch for all the bullshit that I've been through.

As sometimes happens, I regret with my life.




Thought it's easy to move, but I was 101% wrong.

People come and go in my life and I don't give any fuck at their life but they left a stain in my life.




Everything has changed now, and one thing you should know, I barely even know myself.

I just don't know why.




You know how funny when I'm having a moment when I pretend like I don't care but actually deep in my heart I feel like I wanna kill her for real.

People don't change but they're just pretend.




Dear people in the past that came into my life,

I don't hate you but I'm just not necessarily excited about your existence.






Sometimes strangers mean world to me and sometimes I think they're just bullshit.

Sometimes, I say things that I don't even mean.

And other times, I say things that I do mean.

I say things that I end up regretting.

I don't think what about I'm saying, I just say it. I just blurt it out.

Forgive me if I had made a mistake.






Please, I beg you, bad memories. please go and stop haunting my dreams.

Abang, thank you for staying with me. I know I'm not always fun to be with

but

just know that I'm grateful.




I may get mad at such little silly things and I may cry over ridiculous shit. But when I apologize for what I've done, I truly mean it.

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